my messed up world

its about drawing, tazkirah n myself...

Friday, December 31, 2010

out with the old and in with the new!


this means that everything will be new!!! DETERMINATION, DREAMS, HOPES, MEMOREIS, n many more...

wish all of us a happy new year n hope that this year will be better than last year...

Monday, December 27, 2010

ATTACHED myself 2 the hospital.......

hello everyone~~
on this weeks post, im gonna talk about what i did on the 20th to the 22nd this month(its december)..^_^

wanna guess what i did? hint....check out my facebook status....duh!!! haha

juz kidding....actually i went to a hospital attachment at hospital sutanah bahiyyah alor setar...i done it with bella

a.k.a bellon (hehehe) for that 3 days

on the first day, we were sent to the pediatric department and the ICU ward

i) pediatric department
what happened there? - first off, we thought that we were going to be interviewed by the head of the department whos
also a DATO' in titlled...(gulp) so me n bella prepare ourselves to speak in english...after waiting like 10 mins in front
of her office, there were doctors surrounding her (probabbly busy) then suddenly, the nurse said to us, we have to go to
the ward...(what the....?) then i said in my head....(that's it??? no interview? no motivational speaches to encourage us
to be doctors??) huh,,,well, in the end, we went to the ward on the 5th floor, the waited for the speciallist... when he
came,(a male doctor this time) he was surrounded by housemen doctors. when we tried to approach him, i tried to ask some
question,..wanna know what he said? "the best thing to learn is to open your eyes" n bella didn't know what to say.
so we juz watch what he did. then, right before we wanna left the pediatric ward, we went to a room where the doctors are
taking a baby's was a bit of a struggle but it went okey...

ii) ICU department
next, we went to the ICU...wo~~~ sounds fun!!! and it is!!! it was fantastic...we went there, and we were accompanied
by 2 doctors...(forgot their names) LOL....there, they had explained to us from A to Z about what's going on in the
ICU....that is a cool experience...hehe
i learned a lot there, like how there are different tubes do different things, the readings on the monitor, i also got to
learn how to read it too... lastly, what makes me wont forget in going to the ICU is that i saw someonw DIED in front of my
eyes~!!!! it sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo un forgetful~~~!!! i dunnno what to feel...sad or happy...hahah, inthe end, i
juz laught....:D

on the next day, we went to the OT n the emergency department

i) entering OT (operating theater)
this is what im talking about...haha, for the first time, i went to the OT...yeah!!!! well, before that, we need to
change our clothes, that had been sterilised....then, we went to see the Dr Raja, she reminded me of Pn Jarini in
KMB,,,haha...the we look around the OT, seeing many surgery that is going on there...she tought us many things as well as
gave us some motivational quotes to us...hehehe
i learned that being a doctor, is not about the luxurios life, and that the doctors' services is not equals to the reward
that they got in return..Dr. Raja said, we have to be IKHLAS in being a doctor which is to help people in need

ii) emergency department
in this department, we juz take a look around the emergency department...the head of department showed us around, and
explained to us what is that colour zone's function...

on the last day we went to the forensic department n the professional clinic

i) forensic department
wooo~~~ one of the most wanted places that i wanted to enter...:D there, we were accompanied by a doctor(duh...) and he
showed us the hosptal, there are 12 refrigerator in total fot storing the dead bodies...and all of it are

ii) next is the professional clinic
nothing mich to say, we walked around the department, accompanied by the assistant MO. then, we watched the MOs put a
cast on a slighty aged lady who had jusr broken her arm...the sight gave me a slight trauma on my left leg which has been
broken...hahah, but, i managed to pull myself together and watch the procedure...
at's all for thus week...:D bye2

Thursday, December 23, 2010

the JOURNEY that changed my LIFE 3 :D

on the day of the 6th december the SOS team and some other KMBians including me went to a journey where it had changed the most of us espessially me... is called...

THE Journey OF LiFE 3~~~

this trip was happening from 6 to 11 december 2010. i personally volunteered myself to join this becouse i want to fill up my holidays with many meaningful experiences.hehe

on the 6 and 7 december, we stayed at IIUM for the preparations..on the first meeting, there was an ice breaking slot for us to get to know the members of JASA. the activity was so fun and it is very interactive. the mastermind of that slot is BRO ALI who is also the advisor for the project. oh, forgot to mention, i was assigned as the preperation & technician biro(dont know how to spell it excactlly)....

on the 8th was th departure to the place called Kg org Asli Pulau Indah.
after ariving there, a lot have to be done, the prep n tech team was assigned to set up the place where the catering team will be cooking our meals...the job was phisically exhausting but to me i have learned new things like hot to handle a parang(never use one before) n also i got the chance to apply my knowledge of rope tieing from the JPAM...

later that night was a session with the head of the village called the TOK BATIN...

well, i dont want to tell all that's happened as it wont be enough and you might be bored to read ALL of it...hahaha

let's get to the point :


going to this journey to pulau indah had made me feel more closer to Allah as it is based on Dakwah as its main objective. i had also involve myself in many events like teaching the vilagers' children some cool n interactive aerobic-like movement like the "Xi Shua Shua" the "Algorithm March" and more...

furthermore, i also learned to nit the orang asli style...^_^

i also got the chance to slaughter a chicken for the very first time...^_^
sadly i got no picture of me with my slaughtered chicken...:(

lastly i also got myself an adopted family...hehehe
they are a great family and eventhough i only knew them for a short time, the treat me like i'm a part of their family too...sobs3

finally, on the 11th, it was time for our departure home...everyone was happy that time because of the great time we had. but at the same time, it was also the saddest time that i had experienced,,i almost cried during the departure time because everyone was going to miss each other and the activities that we had been through...

well, that's all i had to say...but there is so much more that i wanted to say but that would be like a novel then not a blog...hahaha

Saturday, December 18, 2010

The Whole SEM 1 n Only 1 POST!!!! :D

hey, sorry for not being too updated lately...(more like too lately)
anyways, this is what i've been doing when i was gone...

a. orientation day

b. CAS

c. PROSTAR Project at KM KULIM

d. MPAC performance at KPM Bandar Penawar


f. RAYA at KMB





that's all :D

Tuesday, June 1, 2010

long time no draw...hah3

Thursday, May 20, 2010

dh lme x post....:D


halo suma! lme ak x post kat blog nie, asanya dh 2 minggu kot..huhu
bukan bz ke ap, tp xde idea la nk tulis...

tp kali nie paksa diri gak untuk tulis hahaha

hmmm, weee, ari nie bru jer pegi buat lesen P...hoho, alhamdulillah, dah bley drive secara halal dah....

em nampaknya mara kuar 21 hb nie...huhuhu, mntak2 la dpt,,

sebenarnya xtulis blig sebab tengag pikir pasal tu r...hahaha

k tu je...(still xde idea utk tulis ap2....

Saturday, May 8, 2010

it's mother's day!!!!


wohoo!!! telah tibe masanye lagi hari yang paling disukai ibu2 sekalian di seluruh dunia...hah3(well, untuk sape2 yang berada di negara yang aman la...)*sigh*(kesian lak, teringat kat warga2 yang tengah struggle untuk idup di Afrika dan sebagainya,,huhu)

anyways, hari ibu ialah hari di mana kita akan melayan ibu kita seolah-olah dia adalah raja buat hari itu..(tapi takkan sehari itu jer kot yang nak ikut arahan mak???hah3, setiap hari pon kena ikut arahan mak jugak supaya kite tan jadi akan derhaka...)

so, apakan yang selalu dibuat oleh anak2 dan suami kepada ibu2? adakan mereka bagi sebuah mahkota kepada ibu mereka? atau pon, bagi kat mereka sebuah kereta yang baru? hah3...ini pendapat saye tentang beberapa tips untuk membuat hari ibu hari yang istimewa untuk mereka...

tips 1: Breakfast in Bed
hah3, ini yang paling klasik, "breakfast in bed"...penah dengar tu? hah3, yang ini paling popular kerana sering dilakukan oleh semua orang...(asanya xpayah terang kot bnde ni..paham2 sendiri la ek???)

tips 2: A Speacial Gift
hehe, yang ni paling simple tapi paling berharga buat ibu kita...kita boleh bagi kepada ibu kite apa2 benda yang berharga ataupon, benda2 yang boleh membuatkan ibu kite teringatkan apabila dia melihat hadiah tersebut. contohnya, tudung saji,hah3, walaupon barabg ni x seberapa berharga, tetapi barabg ni selalu digunakan betul tak? apabila barang seperti ini digunakan maka ibu kita secara spontan teringat kat pemberi hadiah ni.(kiut3)

tips 3: let the others do all the work
hehe, pada hari ibu, kita kena anggap ibu kita ni raja, jadi dia boleh rehat speanjang hari itu, jadi, kita ni sebagai anak2 cuba membuat kerja2 rumah yang ibu kita buat selalu...(ni untuk sape2 yang tak penah tolong mak diorang la...haha)(=.=")

hah3, well, itu jer yang saya nak katakan sempena hari ibu ini....ingatlah, "syurga terletak di bawah telapak kaki ibu kita"...

heh3... chow dlu,,,
me with my beloved mother